Answering the Lord and Finding the Spirit
In 1 Kings Chapter 19 Jezebel finds out
about Elijah facing down the prophets of Baal and killing them. Her response to
the deaths of the false prophets is that she wants Elijah to be killed also.
When Elijah hears of this, he disappears
into the wilderness, first stopping to sleep under a juniper tree a day’s
journey in (v 4) and asked the Lord to die.
His request was not granted and an angel appeared to him and brought him
food and water. After eating, he slept again. The angel returned with more food
and bid him to eat warning him that the journey would be too great for him. The
food the angel feed him sustained him for a 40 day and night journey to Horeb
where he stayed in a cave and the Lord found him and asked him a question “What
doest thou here, Elijah?”
The modern interpretation of this would
be “What are you doing here Elijah?”
Elijah doesn’t get sulky or petulant. He
is very self-aware
v 10 “And he said, I have been very
jealous for the Lord God of hosts: for the children of Israel have
forsaken thy covenant, thrown down thine altars, and slain thy prophets with
the sword; and I, even I only, am left; and they seek my
life, to take it away.”
It is worth noting that jealous in this case means resentful or
angry.
Elijah who is the prophet who is to be
speaking with the Children of Israel is angry with them for forsaking the
covenants, destroying the alters, slaying the prophets until he is the only one
left. I personally, don’t blame him a bit. I faced similar feelings just
reading about it last semester over 3000 years later. The Lord tells Elijah to go
stand on the mountain and sends the wind and earthquake against the mountain
and then a fire. He shows Elijah how to find Him. That He is not in the wind,
the earthquake or fire, He show Elijah the Holy Spirit –the still small voice. What an amazing gift. And the Lord asks him
again what he is doing here- it is remarkable the answer does not change. He is
still angry with the Children of Israel, and the Lord sends Him back with
instructions.
There are some great lessons in this
interaction between Elijah and the Lord. Elijah fled in part because his life
was in danger but mostly because he was angry. The people he was trying to
teach who were supposed to be following the covenants were forsaking their
oaths, destroying the alters and killing the prophets. When asked by the Lord he
owned up to his anger and was rewarded with a great gift, learning of the Holy
Spirit.
Many people today mistake the Spirit,
and 1 Kings 19:11-12 show us without a doubt that the Holy Spirit is not in the
wind, it is not in any natural disaster that befalls the earth be it fire,
flood, or earthquake. The Holy Spirit is a still small voice. D&C 8:2-3
explains further that the spirit of revelation is the Holy Spirit, which will
come upon you and dwell in your heart. The Spirit is in your heart. Some people
feel it as a burning in the heart (Luke 24:31-32) others may feel it as a
prickling (Acts 2:37) I personally have also felt goosebumps when in the
presence of truth. The Holy Spirit
communicates with you, but you have to listen but without a doubt, He is within
you not in the wind and fire.