Happy Happy Joy Joy (I'm such a geek)

I am perfectly happy right now. Know what I'm doing? Installing a new hard drive in my laptop and reinstalling my programs. I enjoy the process just as much as the result :)

Lifes Journey

The picture at the top of this post is no accident Bon Jovi has been the soundtrack of my life for many years. The lyrics to the title track " I think I've found my way, say goodbye to yesterday" talk about letting go of the past and moving on with the future. 
In 2010 my life changed completly.. my daughter graduated high school. Yeah! Got married(love you Aaron!) And then she and Aaron moved to Greeley for college.  While I was understandably thrilled for them...the center of my life was gone and then a few weeks later the person that I was hoping would be my new center disappeared when my fiance broke off our engagement.
Please don't misunderstand. I'm not codependant or anything. Tryn is my daughter and I consider Aaron to be my son.  I have been with Tryn nearly every day of her life Aaron has lived with us for 2 years. We have fun and do things together...currently we are all getting back into Magic.  But kids must go expereniece life...I know this. Thank go for cells and Internet!  I had remet a man I knew from USPS and we thought we were gonna get married. I thought we would go enjoy life together. He changed his mind.
Now what? Sure I can do this myself. But I'm tired of being alone. I'm tired of fighting alone. Yes I know spiritually I'm not alone. Butt really is someone my age to share life with too much to ask?
But regrets are part of the Lost Highway so stick those in the dashboard and close it up. Eyes ahead and keep driving. I see the sighposts up ahead for this years trip...debt free, savings, and getting healthier...let's kick into gear and let's go!

My Kids

For those of you out of the loop no-I didn't have a baby. But I am still Mom to more than Tryn.  This Picture here shows Tryn Aaron Andrew Danny Chris and David. Lexi Antony and June should be in this picture also :)  I'm everyones Mom and that's ok. I like helping and guiding.

Freedom to Blog

No longer bound to my home computer... I can now blog from my Android! I am looking forward being able to blog again.

Merry Christmas

This is what most people think of when they think of Christmas...the Tree and the Presents. While I enjoy watching people open presents that I give them, and yes enjoy receiving...Let me show you my favorite picture of Christmas...

My daughter and son in law standing, my two roommates sitting...at Christmas Eve dinner. More family is coming over tonight. Christmas is spending time with family... This year we celebrated Yule on the 21st with Tryn, and Christmas today all the more reasons to have time with family :)

So Sorry for the long Pause

There has been alot happening...and I'm sorry that I haven't been keeping the blog upto date.

I will do full posts when I have the words to say but in a nutshell:

I am no longer engaged

Tryn and Aaron are having fun and enjoying UNC and have some great new friends

Halloween is tomorrow

Empty Nest syndrome really bites.

Elections...TeaPartys and stuff

Now that the computer situation is sorting out....longer posts detailing the last 5 months will be coming.

Wedding Slideshow