Working on It

So this week felt a little more settled despite being sick. I got to work on my photos finally, Eagan and I tried to muddle through WOW ccg, I still owe Fletcher a run through. Lots of OT this coming week because I have managed to completely jack my bank account again. Hopefully for the last time. Fiscal responsibility is my key word this year and I must get this right.

Lots of things planned, and lots of pots on the back burners...one thing at a time and right now the bank account and the car and the traffic court ticket are it....then I can move on to the next point in the list. Is it just me...I can visualize the spoiled little girl screaming I want it all now! As Veruca Salt from Willy Wonka (the one with Gene Wilder) and I just hit the mental Bad Egg button and down she goes...and we just continue with the grown up things and everything else can wait.

Tired...

I am so out of my routine...I don't even have a routine at this point. Its 11:16 at night and I just got back from Walmart because it couldn't wait til tomorrow. And it took 2 trips to the freezer because I forgot the stupid milk and I still can' t find half the light switches in the house. As I was putting things away I was actually thinking that being this far out of my routine (I've only been here since the 16th) that I would be lucky if I didn't buy something I already had...too late. As I thought it, I pulled out a second bottle of white cooking wine. *sigh*

I guess I need to give myself a break...this is a whole new start but for all the time I feel right at home there is the rest of the time that I have no idea what to do with myself...or is that the exhaustion talking?

Have to get up in 5 1/2 hours..good night.

This Year...New Years Resolutions in April

Once upon a time April was the beginning of the year so I'm okay with deciding on my resolutions now. Also many many years ago (okay, about 9) my daughter made a most interesting statement during a theatre class. She stated that the world was a Triangle, and never forgot that statement and even expanded on it to include the Six Flags theme song and mutant chickens in a conspiracy theory. And while I haven't seen much on the conspiracy side, she does have a really good lead on the Triangle theory.

Man is based on the Triangle of Physical, Mental and Spiritual.  Within the Spiritual if you are Christian God is the Father, Son and Holy Spirit. Within the mental triangle my psychology teacher tells me there is Maslows Hierarchy of Needs, which is a triangle. And I'm sure if I knew enough about physical health there would be another triangle there. 

I know that this year I am going to focus on my own personal triangle. Mental, Physical and Financial Health. For me mental is spiritual also, while I truly want to take on the Julie/Julia cookbook challenge, I think this year I will take on the Weight Watchers Cookbook challenge instead, I will save my own personal Julie/Julia challenge for when I get my own place again.